Space Traveler Reveals Emotional Distress Following ‘Tsunami of Backlash After Historic Trip
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has publicly detailed her emotional downturn after being subjected to a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.
The 34-year-old activist – celebrated as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the brief journey to space in the spring, which also featured high-profile passengers.
The much-publicized journey was widely scrutinized by some, who questioned its cost and environmental footprint.
Reflecting on the ordeal, the astronaut, who made history as the pioneer for her community, stated the intense backlash eclipsed her moment under an landslide of gendered hatred.
“I said the emotional pain might endure for years,” she recounted in a social media post, describing a supportive conversation from a mission companion in the period after the landing.
She characterized the news reports and online discourse as an barrage beyond typical human coping.
“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she confessed. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”
Eclipsed by Backlash
Ms. Nguyen, who has focused her career on women's health research and operated research during the mission, said all her lifelong efforts – including her studies and years of training to the symbolic importance of her background – was overshadowed under the avalanche of gendered attacks.
She is best known for her pioneering work fighting for justice for sexual assault survivors.
Her own aspiration for spaceflight was put on hold after being assaulted during her time as a student, leading to a years-long quest for justice.
The Fog Begins to Lift
In the time since fulfilling her dream, she reports that the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she acknowledged the followers whose kindness were her lifeline. “You were my salvation,” she affirmed.
She added that despite the negativity, significant positive outcomes had emerged from the flight, including increased focus on her scientific work and platforms for her activism.
About the Mission
The computer-piloted New Shepard rocket departed Texas in the spring, carrying the historic roster on a short trip that exceeded the Kármán line of outer space.
The group of women also featured accomplished professionals from various fields.
The venture behind the flight is a commercial aerospace company established by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.